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Thursday, October 25, 2007

TATA PEOPLE ;DD
i dont wanna say what happened this few says cause its all bad , really bad .



& to both of them ; i love you both , i really do but sometime , i hate you . i wish i could take a knife & kill you right away . Pardon me for my rudeness but i dont wish it to happened either .
The way you all are treating me ? its like , i am in the fault everytime ? all i just want is freedom ? Yes , you may think i am disobediant or whatever but do you think i like it ?
Quarreling with you all every now & then , it fuck suck alright ?
No matter what , you both are still my parent , what can i do ? report you to the police for locking me in the house ? Or taking a knife to slash you both to pieces ?
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU , but mummy & daddy ; i do still love you all :x
i know i know , its not easy having a daughter like me ; not getting the result you want , talking back to you , not caring about the curfew you all gave , quarrel with you , run home .
but mummy & daddy , i dont wish it to happen either ? who will like it to happen ?
all i ever pray for is freedom & trust
i have thousands & million of reason to love you & hate you at the same time but no matter what , you are my parent & you have been feeding me so thanks you
&& mummy & daddy ; iloveyou <3

& this is for serene taoeh ;
you know i love you ehs {: we shared sweet & bitter time together xD
yup , bad thing may happened to us in the past but now , i love you moremoremore {:
& you are always there for me ; lending me your ear & giving me suggestion .
Yup , i admit , i didnt listen to you & shermaine mummy in the past butbut now i have change & i learn to listen . You may scold me sometime but i know its for my own good {:
taoeh , i will always be here for you either {:
Thanks for always being there , iloveyou loads loads {:
taoeh & ginna never say fang <3

&& eunice qingren ;
my deardear qingren ; i loveyou loads loads ehs {: you are always there for me , giving me suggestion & lending me ear to hear my crap crapcrap ~
You are always there to help me with my mother , i am really touched with it :D
yup , we may fought sometime but at the end of the day , i do still love you cause you stand thousand place in my heart {: & no matter what ; you forever stand many many place in my heart :D
really a bigbigbig big thank you for you ; i do not how to tell you how thankful i am to you
but but qingren ; thanks you & iloveyou :D

&&&& I WANNA THANK THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME THIS FEW DAYS :D
THANKSTHANKS ; ILOVEYOU (: MWACKS MWACKS xD

i told myself not to love you
2:28 AM


Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Helllo people ;D
went out with my fangying eviltwin , serene taoeh , eunice qingren , zhibing ahyi & wen zhen yesterday {:Actually its a last minute thingy ehs ? cause i & eunice qingren was having breakfast together & after wards , she came my house & serene was asking us to go ;D
Was at my house waiting for me to get ready all this till 2 , then me & wenzhen went eunice house to wait for her , till 3 ?took cab to northpoint interchange meet up with serene , zhibing & fangying & took bus head down to bugis , on the way there , fangying & serene was helping with make up lah , & we get down one stop earlier :/ HURS ! nevermind ,
then wait for the second bus to come {: Reach lers , saw baby ahdan & baby ahwen ? lols lols . Went SHOPPING ;DD hohos ~ i want buy anna sui perfum lah !
Was walking around bugis street , saw nothing i like :/ hur hur hur ! in the end bought 2 tee shirt ~ serene bought 2 tee & a short , zhibing bought necklace & short & fangying bought 2 teeeee also xDD
At first going far east to continue our shopping but fangying not enough money lers so went to amk hub , ohminetian ~ saw a heel so chio lah , tiantian uhs ~ all of us like it man :DDDD
butbut ex ehs :/ intheend , sad to say , serene didnt found any shoe she like ~
Went to eat NEW YORK NEW YORK , its damn nice lah bodoh ~ ohminetian uhs , nicenicenice ! i wanna eat again sooooon ! & the BILL is MORE NICE ; the bill add up to 98++ $ lols , butbut its worth it lah since its so yummmmmmmmy xDDD
alrights 9 ?me & eunice cab home ~ was cam-whoreingg the whole way home ;DD
alrights , alrights . photo time xDD






serenetaoeh & me love love <3



she is my sotsot evil twin :DD

the food we ate ;DD yummy lah ,
ohminetian ~


ahyi&me {:
yeoyeowenzhen & me ;D



SIAN UHS , i am POK AGAIN ! NBCB SIA *&^%#!#$ ! HURS !
weeeeeees ~ tomorrow my sot sot deardear coming my house at 8 plus in the morning :/
siao one her , pon school , LOLS . then we also dont no where to go , want go escape , but never open , hur hur hur ! alrights , tata people :DD
ILOVEYOUGUY ~




i told myself not to love you
2:34 AM


Saturday, October 20, 2007

helllllloooooooo people :D
i know i know , everytime you guy come my blog will be the same reaction ;sian , didnt post again . lols lols {:
alrights , i left my blog rotting thanks to my lazy--ness , so cannot blame me ehs .
blame my lazy--ness if you want :D
whoot ~ this whole week , i went to school once ? only ?
monday dont need go , tuesday i went , wednesday i forget i got went anot , thurs dont need & friday didnt again :D
boreddd lah life , i wanna work but i cant find ! &*%#$&((*^^ lah haiyo !
Went out with eunice qingren today , so long didnt went out with her lers ?:D
met her at 2 at her house , waited for her from 2 to 3 plus :/
she dont no what to wear ehs , haiyo , 3 plus ?
took cab to amk hub , one the way there , was cam-whore--ing all the way lah xD lols .
upon reaching there , went walk walk & i was like wtf ? bored lah !
ohminetian ~ bored man , oh oh , saw xie shu ying ? & huang lu jian ? chio & shuai lah ! tiantian ~saw lousie , wee liong , jastina & diona ? or whatever ~ disiao lah them :/
amk hub was so boreddddd lah ~ bored till i had craving for food .
so went to the basement there buy durian puff & durian muachui ? & chocolate :D
& headed to take cab to causeway , on there way there , the driver which is a girl , was kp--ing uhs , haiyo , this few times , take cab forever kena kp ders , zhen shi ders !
reach causeway was bored too , & we was like deciding what to eat , soul garden ? jack place or pasta mania ?
hohos ~ & went archard playplay & took neos :D so long didnt take lers , alrights ?
Took neos lers , went eat pasta mania ,
& we was like fuck fulll lah . After makanmakan , take bus home ~
talk to qingren many many , sigh * & i read something that i was ; how can i describe my feeling ? i dont no , whatsmore , i cant think about him now , i should carrys on with my life , right ?
alrights , enough of my jiaowei , photo timeeee :DD

















i have being take cab all days ! i dontno what i spend on sia ! i bought 11o $ out & didnt bought anything & now only left with 4o plus !? WTFFFFFFFF ~ broke lers lah !
&& i have somethings to say to two person that i lost ;
FIRST PERSON :
yup , we may be memories & memories .
yup , i admit i didnt treasure you last time .
but time have pass & people do change
so i have changed .
you may choose to hate me or whatever
but i wil be here waiting for you to be back :D
as i look back to the past , i smiled & cried ~
those sweet & bitter time .
i remember the day you talk to me in canteen .
i was happy , really happy .
i thought we were still friend .
but today as i read those lines -
you tells me that ,
nope , we aint going to be friend anymore .
So , tc alrights ? be happy with your life now {:
& i promise , one day if you were to look back .
i will be here smiling & waiting for you :D
FOR THE SECOND PERSON :
because of my moment of rush .
i turn everything upside down .
& to say i am regret
aint going to change anything .
butbut i do still treat you as my friend .
yup , you may hate me now
but i just wish to say ,
i didnt forget you
& i do still wish that there will be
second chance for our friendship .
take great care alrights ?
& i were love to wish that ;
the next time i see you ,
you will give me a smile :D
TC ALL MY LOVED :D

i told myself not to love you
6:47 AM


Monday, October 8, 2007

I am still so fuck up with my hair , dont ask me why
you should see it your own ! i still wish i could tear the shop down & burn it out ! rahhhhh ~
Today had maths paper 1 & literature & its so not easy especially literature . I never thought
that literature could be so diffuclt , ohminetian lah ~ how am i going to pass this term exam ?
To say i am regret & to wish that time could turn back is crap & dreaming lah .
Alrights , i shall not think tooo much lers since it had already passss .
But & but i am in a holiday mooooood now ! coloured hair , jobs , chalet , chalet & chalet !
weeeees ~ hear me shout YAYAYAYAYAYAY ;DDD
&& i am damn heart pain lah , why ? cause i had drop my phone like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 times !?
ohminetian uhs & it hasnt even one month with me ! :'(
So so , today after paper went to met shermaine mummy , geraldine & pau line was there tooo ,
slack at mac && you should know , camwhoreeeeeeeee ~
Shermaine & me was so disiaosiao in mini toon lah , we keep disturb the people there ,
Zhi bing at there laugh till dont no like whatwhat (((:
alrights alrights , photototo time :DDDD



i know i know , this pic hen fuck tooot
butbut i still like it xD


my bian tai mother beat ders :x


see my hair ! & tell me why should i
like it !?


bodoh hair ! rahhhhh ~


when i am boliao-ing during exam ;DD

tc tc tc peopleeee , weeees ~;DDD

i told myself not to love you
3:12 AM


Sunday, October 7, 2007

alrights , a quick post before i go to bath & out to eat :D
Went pub with jaime , shermaine mummy & yaui , its at Tanjio pagar ? or whatever its spelling , pub name call BON TIMES ;DD
alrights , i shall let the photo do talking :D










i just realise their pattern is the same {:






babe babe ;D






chio lah can ?










































i dont no what is this
but i find it nice lah xD


cheeers :D



tc people && do well for your eoy xD

i told myself not to love you
2:19 AM